Whatever you think disqualifies you is probably what God plans to use. A woman who had been through five husbands ended up telling a whole town about Jesus. A man who hunted down Christians ended up writing half the New Testament. Your past isn’t something God is holding against you. It’s likely the story He’ll use to reach people who need someone who’s been there. God chose you before the world began, knowing everything about you (Ephesians 1v4). It’s all baked into His plan.