It’s perfectly OK to keep people guessing. Not everyone needs to understand you, and you certainly don’t owe anyone an explanation for what they know or don’t know about you. Just look at creation. God filled the world with incredible variety, from stunning flowers to the most wonderfully strange fish in the sea. He clearly loves uniqueness for its own sake. So embrace yours. Be at peace with who you are, how you’re wired, and that your life is a reminder that God makes beauty in many forms. People don’t need to know the why or the how. Just keep being you.