I sensed your thoughts need a redirection. You’re preoccupied with what you lack, but what truly matters is who God is. Focus on the fact that He can’t be outmuscled, outspent or outsmarted. His love is unwavering and His mercy is endless (Lamentations 3v22). So dream big, fear not, move forward and rest assured. The Father holds your hand, your heart and your back. He will never let you go nor let you down, no matter what.